Why can’t I say no without feeling guilty?

Children have to adapt to the adults in their lives to get their needs met. You did this by making sure everyone around you was happy.

You've always tried to do the right thing; you hate being misunderstood and you dread making a mistake. But now you sometimes have to say no and it makes you feel terrible.

Saying no goes against what you learned early on. It feels risky, as if you’ve done something wrong or something bad might happen, even when you’re being completely reasonable.

You feel negatively judged by other people and so to avoid feeling bad you take responsibility for their problems and try to fix them so they don't judge you.

You feel stuck in a pattern that keeps pulling you back in.

You’re so worried you’ll be harshly judged that you go out of your way to fix everything for everyone else. But no matter how much you do, it’s not enough. It'a exhausting when you go out of your way and you still disappoint people.

That horrible feeling you get when you disappoint them? It only makes you dig in and do more.

This is when you start to feel resentful and you realise that something has to change. You start to get frustrated and react in ways you later regret. You want to do things differently but it’s so hard.

Changing your behaviour is the key here, but you also have to accept that it’s not easy. If you want to move on from resentment you have to stay with the uncomfortable feelings that come when other people test your boundaries. 

They probably won’t like it when you change from being someone who picks up their problems for them to someone who knows what’s theirs to fix and focuses on that instead.

They’ll push back and it’ll trigger your feelings of guilt. 

This is where so many people back down and allow their boundaries to be eroded, because it feels too uncomfortable to let someone else down. 

It helps to remember: they’re an adult with access to the same resources as you and they can solve their own problems. You don’t have to.

Of course, it's much easier said than done. Knowing what’s happening is one thing, but actually staying with the discomfort and doing something different is tricky when you’re so used to doing the opposite.

That’s where therapy can help.

Not by forcing you to change overnight, but by slowing things down so you can see the pattern clearly and understand what’s driving it. From there, you can start to respond differently, in a way that feels more like you and less like someone you’ve learned to be.

If this feels familiar, you can read more about how this pattern develops and how therapy can help women who were always the responsible one.

Or if you’re ready to look at this more closely, you can book a 15-minute call to see if working together feels like the right fit.

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